Rabu, 02 Januari 2013,10.00{ setengah hati }
Sleepy much but the tasks are still waiting there to be done and thoughts are already full with creeps and nonsenses and stuffs, so this blog is a kind of a simple refreshment. Okay for now, i take it as refreshment other than distraction. Hahaha.
So here, what i have done are blogwalking, improve template (even there's no big change on it), and managing the blogs i follow. I found a friend's old blog which posts are all about her love story when she was in the middle school. Funny actually, but sweet. There i got an old song lyrics. An Indonesian song, and very touching :')
Tertegun ku memandangmu
Saat kau tinggalkanku .. menangis
Bodohnya ku mangharapmu
Jelas sudah tak kau pedulikan cintaku
Mestinya telah kusadari
Betapa perih cinta tanpa balasmu
Harusnya tak ku paksakan
Bila akhirnya kan melukaiku
Reff :
Mungkin ku tak akan bisa jadikan dirimu kekasih
Yang seutuhnya mencintaiku
Namun kurelakan diri
Jika hanya setengah hati
Kau sejukkan jiwa ini
Ku hanya terus berharap
Satu hari kau mampu .. sadari
Tiada yang pernah mengerti
Sepertiku setulus hati mencintaimu
Have any idea about those lyrics? I used to love the band whom deliver that song when i was about in primary school. Setengah Hati by Ada Band. Classic.
I've promised not to do that kind of galauing stuffs at this beautiful year, haven't i? And for now, no. I'm no longer galauing things. I won't change my mood at slight time after i read that lyrics, no. I just find that it's deep and might have some meanings inside. But overall it's just a song which tell us about someone who has a one-sided feeling (is that so?) and being treated unwell by his girlfriend. Ah whatsoever. A song is just a song. As long as it's well-listening then i'd keep listening to it.
I feel that local songs when i was younger are good. Most of them are sooo cool and nice and easy listening but unforgettable. Ah damn. Why do i just realize it now?
