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Minggu, 27 April 2014,09.37{ Get recover soon, Love. }

Sore-sore, baru bangun dari boci, aku ngeliat HP dan bahagia banget, dapet SMS dari Kak Aldi. Lega juga dapet kabar dari dia setelah sesiangan galau nungguin kepala botaknya itu nongol. Kukira hari ini dia nggak dapat pesiar, atau emang sengaja nggak pesiar gara-gara aku agak bikin dia kecewa minggu lalu. Ternyata, SMS dia sore ini lumayan nyembuhin rasa penasaran siang tadi.

Dia sakit. Lagi istirahat di pos temen yang deket dari gerbang keluar Akmil. He felt sorry nggak bisa mampir kerumahku hari ini. Ah it’s fine, i said. Dari Akmil ke rumah memang nggak jauh, tapi kalau buat orang yang lagi sakit, ya mendingan nggak usah deh.

Kami ngobrol di telepon. Suaranya kedengeran lemes. Aku saranin buat minum obat, masih belum mendingan. Aku nyoba buat kasih support dengan bercandain dia, ngobrolin hal-hal lucu yang nggak penting, anything. Then he asked me to sing for him, entertain him, and i did.

Aku jadi inget iklan WeChat di TV yang nampilin cowok nelpon ceweknya,

   Co : “Sayang, kamu masih sakit?”
   Ce : “Iya nih,”
   Co : “Ini, ada lagu buat kamu...”

Terus cowoknya muterin lagunya Petra Sihombing yang judulnya Mine.

Oh baby, i'll take you to the sky
forever you and i, you and i, you and i
and we'll be together till we die
our love will lasts forever, and forever you'll be mine
you'll be mine...

There, i sang that song, for him. Dia diem. Terus ketawa. Duh, rasanya seneng banget denger dia bisa ketawa gitu di telepon. Suara ketawanya lucu, agak serak, tapi kedengeran kok kalau dia beneran lagi seneng. Ah, suara dia, gimanapun selalu bikin aku flattered.

Dia nutup telepon waktu azan maghrib, dan nelepon lagi jam setengah 7 buat pamit mau balik ke Akmil. Balik ke rutinitas dia kayak biasanya. Dibatasi dari dunia luar buat sementara, no contact, no phone. Sudah biasaaa.

Sembuh-sembuh lah kamu Kak. Besok kan kamu harus upacara. Semangat ya! Lav yu!

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Selasa, 28 Januari 2014,01.55{ The wounds will be healed }

Speaking of love.
There will be others coming.
It will surely be like this.
Even if it hurts now,
as time passes,
the wounds will be healed...

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Selasa, 06 November 2012,07.17{ dont know what i'm talkin about }

Take a look around, take a walk downtown. Wondering if what you have been telling me is true. That i've been living large, should accept that it's too hard. Forget about your dreams, girl. No you wait a minute, 'cause i've opened my eyes... I'm making my way, you see?
Throwing out the disbelief. I'm jumping in, giving it everything. There's nothing left to prove to anybody else but me. So go right ahead and call me crazy! 'Cuz i'm making my way, you bet, i am
making my way. Does it freak you out? I am fierce and proud doing it with style baby. Who's the fool now? I've finally sifted through the useless attitudes. Ain't nobody pushing me around, no, I know who i am.



This life is a maze sometimes
But at least this life is mine. It’s mine. :)

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Kamis, 07 Juni 2012,03.22{ The Answer }


From ocean to sky
Summer and Fall
I have been there though it all
From laughing and crying
to pain that comes easy
from shades of grey meaning
that turn out so sweetly
I wonder
Well i wonder what I'll find

Subtle and grace
Desperate for change
My hand moves away
I melt dry eyes for days
Something's not right
With your miles and tantrums
Hit the ground running
It's all over and been done
I wonder
Well I wonder
What I'll find

What happens next
we'll stop and go
the promise has already run cold
so now you know
now you know

I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you aren't with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer
I already know

dear someone there reading my post. you know it's you. this is a song i want you to listen, as i don't know how to express my thought about us. i wonder, are we doing fine?

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